the past.

Wow... i juss finished reading an old blog i had about 3 years ago. it was actually quite depressing. seriously... i mean, my life now is going great... but to look back to a time when my life was in complete disarray.. i remember how rough it was, and i relize how futunate i was to maybe... bumped into a particular person at a club... or to have read a particular job ad... or anything that could have been a life altering point... you know those points rite?? the ones where you're forced into making a choice?? a very important choice?? one that would determine the outcome of the rest of your life?? or at least a long friggin time, lol. i unno... i just find it to be weird.. i guess eventually people figure "it" out... but i think i was just more futunate tho. oh well, c'est la vie:P im off ta bed. ciao.